Krista Schuh- Church Visit #3
Church name: Lifeline
Church
Church address: 1321
S Austin Blvd. Cicero, IL
Date attended:
10/25/15
Church Category: Socioeconomic
Describe the worship
service you attended. How was it similar to or different from your regular
context?
As most church services, there were many similarities and
also some stark differences. Though I attend a PCA near Wheaton now, I grew up
in a nondenominational church that grew in charismatic emphasis. So when I
walked into the building, greeted by many hugs, and immediately heard a woman
loudly praying and speaking in tongues, I was a bit thrown off but not
completely disoriented. The structure of the church was similar to most I have
attended: prayer, a few contemporary worship songs, tithe/offering, sermon, and
more worship. There were some very distinct aspects though, including the bold
outward expressions of members of the congregation (standing, verbal agreement,
cheering, etc), the content itself of the sermon, and the planned “Deliverance
Dance” following the sermon.
What did you find
most interesting or appealing about the worship service?
The sense of community, warmth, and passion at Lifeline was
incredible. During my couple hours there, I was hugged more than I am in an
ordinary couple days at Wheaton. There was so much freedom in expression of
worship, with a dance team and 5 or so worship singers up front, and
spontaneous singing and music. Whereas at my current church, lifted hands are
distracting to those around, basically anything went during worship at
Lifeline, which was incredibly refreshing and relieving for me. I spoke with a
woman after who talked about how this church has been such a blessing to her
and holds true to the fact that Jesus is their only lifeline. In thinking about
the reality of the gospel, I really enjoyed such outward expression of
gratitude and expectation.
What did you find
most challenging or disorienting about the worship service?
Though it is something I really enjoyed and appreciated,
there were times when such intense outward expression became a distraction, as
it can be easy for me to be caught up in the spirit of performance in similar
settings. Also, as was the case in my first church visit in the racially
different category, I was the only person who looked like me. I went to this
church by myself, so I felt pretty self-conscious when they asked the visitors
to stand and I was one of two visitors, and the only white person in the entire
congregation of about 100 people. Especially with the intense unity of the
church, and mention of struggles and realities that aren’t the same for me, I
felt as though I was intruding on sacred space. The members of the congregation
were incredibly welcoming though, with many approaching me afterwards and
warmly inviting me to come back. On another more trivial note, I was also
pretty aware of my “whiteness” when it came time for the deliverance dance and I
had grandmas around me who could dance significantly better. Again, the members
of the church were incredibly welcoming, and even with my awful dancing, we
were able to rejoice in worship together.
What aspects of
Scripture or theology did the worship service illuminate for you that you had
not perceived as clearly in your regular context?
Though there were some aspects, as mentioned previously,
that were challenging and disorienting, I am so thankful to have been a part of
that church for a Sunday. The reality of spiritual warfare was something
mentioned in the service, which was a good reminder for me. It reminded me that
I have Christian brothers and sisters who are living and seeing that reality
daily, which leads me to want to enter into prayer for and with them. Another
thing that was incredibly illuminating was the way the congregation held onto
the promises of God and maintained high expectations in the midst of difficult
situations. The struggles the congregation mentioned facing (“where my next
pair of shoes or job will come from”) were vastly different than those my
typical churches are apt to discuss. The fact that this congregation holds on
so tightly to Jesus as their “lifeline” is so encouraging and challenging to
me.
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